I’m sure there’s been lots of times in your life when everything is going well and then something happens to stop you in your tracks. It’s very easy to start thinking, why do these things always happen to me. And start thinking negatively and getting down about it.
What would happen if you breathed into it and asked, what is the universe trying to tell me? What message can I take from this situation? What silver lining can I find? What learning point can I take?
My most major thing was having fibromyalgia and cfs for eleven years. When after nine years, the symptoms were pushed to extreme levels by an operation, instead of accepting I would have to register disabled and be like this for life, I was desperate to find a way out. I did! And for being that ill, I am truly grateful. Because I would still have fibromyalgia and cfs now otherwise! Instead, I am fully recovered, a completely different person, calm, confident, laidback (I was never that before!!)and am now a master NLP practitioner helping others with chronic illness and other areas of health and well being.
Anyway, something happened to me last week- not as major as that, but it has stopped me in my tracks! Last week, I was dancing at my weekly 5 Rhythms I attend and I lost my footing, fell down and hurt my wrist. I drove home in agony and went to the hospital. It was put in a splint and after going back for x rays the next day, I was told I had fractured my wrist in one, maybe two areas. My goal in the last year was to be free. Suddenly I felt trapped. Suddenly, I couldn’t drive and I was reliant on my family and friends. I could have carried on being the ‘victim’ and wallowed in ‘woe is me’ self pity. Instead I realised that it is ok to ask for help. I help others if they are struggling, so surely, I could ask people to help me. And I have and am very grateful to those who have ferried me around and are going to ferry me around and to those who have helped out ferrying my children around! Also to my clients who have been very amenable.
So what was the universe saying to me? A friend told me that he’d been told when he broke his wrist, that maybe the universe is telling you to take a break. I thought about this. Yes, probably! I do tend to rush about doing lots of things! So I think it’s probably telling me to prioritise and just do the things I am able to. If I have to take a silver lining from breaking my right wrist (yes, I’m right handed!), it’s the following. I travel to most of my clients and I also travel to the home Ed students I tutor. I can’t drive at the moment! So, I have been video call tutoring, which has given me back an hour and a half of time when I would be travelling! Also, I have been Skyping clients or they are coming to me. I am always on the look out for new clients and I was wondering how I would fit them in and do all my other work. I think breaking my wrist was probably quite a drastic way of trying to work out how I transition from travelling to Skyping and clients coming to me!! However, it’s forced me into it and it’s given me some time back! So for that I’m grateful and I can move on from here, even when I can drive again! And start charging extra if I travel to clients.
So I am grateful for breaking my wrist, however painful and frustrating it is. And I am truly grateful to my lovely friends and family for driving me (and my children!) around. I truly appreciate it and realise how lucky I am.
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